Yeah, you read that right.
I did the math (okay, let's be honest, Google did the math but whatever) and because my return date is June 2nd, that means that my exchange is halfway over today. I've done some journaling about it and here are my thoughts:
I'm glad.
I'm glad that I am making my way through this astronomically difficult thing and that I can see the end in sight. Furthermore, I will be coming home to so many wonderful people and experiences and I can't help but feel joy in my heart that I am one step closer to that next phase.
I'm also tinged with sadness.
I have started to build a little life in Chile and I know that I will miss it dearly once it is gone. I've forged connections with my host family and friends that will forever impact the way I view the world. I've experienced beautiful new things, am challenged daily by the Spanish language, and have found glorious delight in my primary purpose being to slow down and enjoy life to the fullest.
It's also been weird to wrap my brain around the fact that I am halfway through this huge thing that I have been planning for so many years. The fact that I am here, living these moments that I prepared for, blows my mind even still.
I don't have much to update on as far as Chilean activities. I hung out with my friend Seba the other day. We ate dinner together and played video games because he was home alone and wanted a friend to chill with. Apart from that I have been resting, reading, and spending time with my host family. My host dad's birthday was yesterday so we celebrated that which was fun. I'm always down for a Chilean cake.
I hope all is well in our lovely New York State and that the January blues haven't crept in yet.
Much love always,
Anna
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